What am I doing? What am i doing anyways?
I need to simplify my life. I need to get back to my roots. Stop trying to please the world.
I dont want to give into the flesh like I do.
I dont want to be so far from God.
I want closeness and clarity again. I don’t even know what’s going on.
Why do I feel like this?
I need a connection. I need to move.
I feel like I’ve outgrown this place. Treading in circles wait for an escape. Acting like my hands are tied behind my back but im free. Im so free. Why can’t I grasp that. Why am I feeling so stuck?
It starts with the mind and my head is in the clouds. Always hazy. Come to reality. Stop trying to escape everything. Just deal with it.
Deal with it. Deal with it.
Seal with it.
Get to know yourself
Get to know God.
Stop messing around.
If you dont get serious now you never will. What are you waiting for anyways?